relief

You know that feeling you get when you get a grade back from a test you thought you failed....
but you did fine
Or that feeling you get when a cop is behind you and you think you're going to get pulled over....
but he goes around you
Or maybe that feeling you get when you watch some look like they are about to seriously injure themselves after doing something stupid, and you want to look away, but you can't....
but then somehow they are perfectly alright?
YEAH that feeling.


RELIEF. I cannot explain the sense of relief I have right now after finishing my summer school class. 1st session was great, wonderful, easy, interesting... I could go on and on. This last session however, was honestly a huge pain in the butt. Between actually having to read the text book (who seriously does that, let's be honest) to having to watch the world's most boring video segments each module (like I'd rather watch a snail crawling than watch these kind of boring) to having some girl plagiarize almost word for word one of my discussion posts (yes, I'm serious) this class was just terrible. BUT, it's over. It was painful and annoying but the end result was so worth it. Don't you just love that feeling too? Don't get me wrong, I love working, serving people, volunteering.... I like all of that. I think we should always work hard because we will probably end up with a good end result. But I'm talking about that kind of work where you are just absolutely, positively, 100% miserable the whole time you're doing it. That is how this class felt.

Now comes a week of freedom before senior year. I honestly don't know where the last 3 years went. I know they've been wonderful (well, minus a few mishaps) but I honestly feel like they flew by. I am excited for this last year with some wonderful friends who have become some of the most important people in my life. I am excited for a new house. I am excited to be 21. I am excited to be enjoying my senior year with my yl girls who are also enjoying their senior year of high school. I am excited to be done with school (I think). I am excited to see what God has planned for me after graduation.